Dear Goddess of the Light,
Did you feel it?
Have you noticed the subtle confirmation that we are shifting back into more Light?
Even if that means temporarily, longer days, lighter hearts, merrier interactions, today, the Celestial alignment shifted into one where all of the Empaths can exhale…
You can exhale and let your guard down
You can trust your own intuition without double-checking your fear meter
You can breathe in and out and release the tension in your muscles that you’ve carried all year
The energetic shift is confirmation that you made it…
You made it past a very challenging year
A year that could have broken you
A year that tested your trust in all others
Trust in yourself
You got lost on the path and found your way home, your home, in the deepest, quietest place within your Soul….
You made it
You’re still here
And the Universe just re-orchestrated itself to confirm this to you…
Admire your own courage
Take a moment to be still, to be in awe, of your very own presence
And find the peaceful, existential gratitude on your exhale.
More to come lovelies…but for right now, I am basking in this
2018 was my destroyer and my best friend
It uncovered the deepest shadows and broke all my illusions
It took me within inches of breaking me
It took friends, it revealed lies, it ousted deception and answered my cries
I started to crumble
And then I embraced every section of grueling work, peeling back layer after layer of myself, my story, my deepest vulnerabilities and my longing…
Longing to be longed for
Longing for truth
Longing to bury the truth I just found
Longing to be seen
Longing to heal
Longing to trust after deep betrayals
Longing not to long for anything….
And then it happened…
It never shows up in ways that are predictable, that’s ego
It never shows up in ways that are pretty and shiny, that’s butterflies and false sugar coating
It shows up in heart wrenching change, in chaos, in deep inner pain
And it shows up in glorious Light
The Light of truth you’ve been searching for
The Light of Confidence you’ve yearned for
The Light of Transparency…. but you must go first…
You cannot demand from the world that which you have not yet observed within you
The revolution is within
And it is worthy….
And now the celestial alignment is confirming your very being this year…
Between now and December 21, the Solstice, take rest, take care, take new air
And breathe sister Goddess, for you made it….
You might still be in the middle of something
You might be finding closure or forgiveness
You might not believe me…
And all of it is ok
2018 is completing
And 2019 is coming
And in the wise words of one of my favorite movie personas, Bridget Jones
“it’s absolutely got to be time for something not shit!”
Know that I celebrate you, in all of your wisdom, evolution and gorgeous sassiness.
The feminine is much more than a movement rising…
You are centuries of time, wounded and healing, piecing yourself back together, in the likeness of Diana, Goddess of the Hunt, the moon, your rebirth. She is the twin of Apollo, God of Light, and this moon, the Solstice moon, and a full moon this year, brings her so close, you can share the same inhale and exhale together.
Breathe in the magic you long for
Breathe out the residue of the lessons this year has brought you
Make sure your aim is true
And as the Universe shifts to allow your exhale, we complete 2018 with a renewed sense of vigor and mirth.
I may have broken and crumbled, but I also reassembled, and sometimes we need to reassemble ourselves in a new order that will stand the test of time.
Light, Rebirth, Moon, Hunt, Hunger, Wild Nature, Love…
Welcome to the Solstice lovelies
Welcome to the vast knowledge within you..
And welcome to your preparation for 2019.
Gabriel’s Oboe, composed by Ennio Morricone, performed by Yo Yo Ma tells the story perfectly
(and if you read my book, you know that Gabriel always shows up at the most important times…)
Can you hear yourself?
Can you feel the Light enter you?
Can you trust yourself enough to open…
Can you celebrate all of you in all of 2018?
Can you release the emotions you’ve carried in shame all year?
And can you re-emerge, lighter, brighter, cleaner, clearer, more open …
Open to the time of winter reflection, introspection of the new light within, and begin your winter dreaming of that which you wish to birth in the Spring.
I leave you with one of the most powerful quotes I have loved (and kept in my back pocket, literally, for years)
“She transforms her own dark into her own light. She sees her private shadows – and loves them. She meets her emotional depths – and owns it. She faces her private fears of separation – and rises above the illusion. She is the source of her Self and she is always in a state of greater becoming.” ~ Molly McCord
Wishing you the sweetest of Solstice Blessings,
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